Everything comes and goes.

Most turn back into dust.

Some stones remain untouched.

These will remain to experience stories of tomorrow.

To futility I say hello.

Who is in control? 

 

I feel it love and belong,

Play and rejoice.

 Laugh along and have a great time.

And then,

Like a thief in the night, duplicity takes over.

The heartbreak leaves me desolate.

I try to forgive but it’s not enough.

Can’t feel anything though my heart wants to believe

I Can’t seem to convince myself,

I try to hold on and forget, but it hurts too much 

The love is lost, the familiarity vanishes

The air is cold.

I let go, not knowing who wronged,

Not knowing how the protection wore off.

There comes a point when you don’t care anymore.

You let the pieces remain.

Knowing that shit does happen

And to fix it will be too much pain.  

Solitaire

My head is in terrible pain,

A part of my body feels like it's been ripped off.

To let go of required love is inconceivable.

And then I hear myself screaming, ‘Fuck this shit’

My head clears up,

To fight is futile, the love will remain bottled  inside.

All is forgotten.